Yesterday is 13rd Mar, Friday, Westerns call Black Friday. I didn't take this seriously, but what happened yesterday really hurts me.

Many colleagues were laid -off in our company. One of them was my boss 1 year ago. He was very nice to me, Another is my counterpartner in US. He is a tough guy, but I learned a lot from him. We worked closely. We talked via phone call almost everyday.

These 2 people, they were so strong, so powerful in their position, but now, because of the crisis, everybody become vulnerable..

It makes me feel good when I can trust the person I work with.  I feel sad for myself. My work loading is increasing, and there is no one for my back now..